It's my turn to rant. I know. I know. I kknnnooowwww! I'm the happy one. I'm the encouraging one. I'm the one who throws smiley faces and exclamation points all over my blog.
Can I take one day a month just to cry? To get mad? To get forever frustrated and just throw in the towel? It's only one day???
Yes, I can take the day and be mad, just one time this month. I promise I'll smile more tomorrow, okay?
Now, what do you do when you're tired of trying? I don't want to write any more. There is obviously something wrong with my writing when door after door gets slammed in my face.
Do I need to take a hint from all the strangers who read my work and say "NO!"???
I don't know.
But I do know, for now, I should probably take a break (not quit. or least I don't think not quit) and recuperate.
I need healing.
I'm tired of slammed doors.
I want positives.
Where's my sunshine? It's very dark and cloudy right now. It may even snow. I don't know. Who cares? Not me...
I'm not even going to go back and read this to myself before I hit the publish button. I don't want to delete any misery I may have shared with you today.
May it rain, no storm, on everyone today...
Uh, yea, I didn't really mean that. Why should I take my anger and sadness out on the world? I guess because it makes me feel better.
Anyone got a Kleenex? Chocolate? Peanut butter?
It will get better, it will get better, it will get better. It. Will. Get. Better.
So, now that I have spread my depression all over the bloggy world, what are you insecure about this month?